10:46 AM
1:45 AM
i was totally frustrated after meeting him for jus 15min. i gotta make thing care abt right and back on track.. too many things to be handled.
On the other hand, i guess is due to circumstance, i gotta force myself to be as self centered as u! i going to only care about myself! for god sake, please stop troubling people with your damn toopid business and making use of others! i had enough of you!!!once bitten, twice shy. i wont let history repeats itself again!u bitch, i wont let u mess up my life n got me upset all over again.
it is fine if u guys don help my boy but don show off n demoralise him further. he will get his chance and perform even better. u guys just wait and see!
for a moment, i really thought it was you. who knows, i walked over and realised it wasnt you at all.
4:05 AM
sometimes, i was wondering why is my life so hard?? other people also in a relationship and yet mine is full of obstacles. I need to try so hard. Sometimes got to c attitude from bb. I muz admit i also did show him attitudes at times too. But guys really don understand gals at all!
3:15 AM
Today intend to give baby a surprise by fetching him from bbdc after his car practical lesson. I thought i gonna be late so i hurried walk. Supposingly, i usually cross the following traffic light but today i jus happened to cross a traffic light before that.
Saw 2 bbdc cars intending to turn n i was wondering will it be baby. Surprisingly, while i was crossing the road, i saw baby!! indeed it was him inside the car!! such a coincidence right?? or perhaps is fate?? ^ ^
It was the first time i saw baby driving. I muz say i m SUPER PROUD of u baby hubby!!u can drive on the road on ur 2nd practical. WELL DONE! i m super happy for him. muz continue to jia you jia you baby!!
i m getting more scared everyday..i feel that there's really something wrong with my body. i feel pain n the pain is on n off,it comes n goes. i darent not go c doctor. don wish to know if there's any serious illness.
2:01 AM
but things did not turn out smoothly. we didnt have much time for each other. worst u got to be baby sitter again.
i really don wish to quarrel with u everyday know. i don wish to shed tears whenever i quarrelled with u.during e time that u r away, i will think things thru. i don wanna shed tears anymore. i wanna be stronger.
10:43 AM
once again, u think is my fault n i m e cause of it. i m jus concerned abt what time is ur flight. m i wrong to even ask that?? u said it was a rubbish qn. wat u said totally upset me. i not gonna ask anymore wat u so called "rubbish" qn. i don wish to care so much too.
caring for u so much n ended up i m e 1 at fault. u always say thing to upset me n u don realised it. made me cry myself to slp. thanks for all this!!
i do hate u for it n i hate myself e most for gettin upset n cry over it!!!!
11:59 AM
nothing i do is right. u said i was nv correct.
i m learnin to take things easy now if not life gonna be really sucky for me!!!
9:36 AM
